Well that link was ok, but I DINT REALLY SAY WHY i WANTED TO BITCH SLAP SOMEONE,
Ok, back to normal somewhat, my sister, jesus h christ
right now, I am in a rut, and the basis of this site is open yes maybe, and knowing my aunt aint going to come here for some joy in wiring or tsb susch and such.
It my way of saying holy crap, can I do somethuing for my sister, damn, nope, all done
Worst feeling in the world when you try to convince your own mother that her own daughter is better off smoking weed. My sisters liver is shot, I took weekend off, cant stand it anymore, to far away. Have to make an echo run. she says she is jaundiced to max, my mom is tits up, my dad is pissied offed at me for doing whatever I cant remeber that even remotly comes close to shut your mouth and go see your f ing daughter at urgency.
I feel like such a heel right now, the guilt I feel is not mine. but since it is blood, even if brought up in different places and homes, I will never back down. I cant stop my mom from crying, we know sister bear is on last lost time. it is really hard for me to say this, so i write it were no one who really matters in my little bit of the woods would care.
Right now, if I could go caboom, yeah, right now would be a good time.
it is harder to play the victim than actually being the victim, and right now, I cant find words to comfort my sister on her questions on how to stay alive.
She said she got the message, this morning we talked slash texted, nappy, now she got pills, god gang it.
Who said all men, women to our created equal, wife sees many babies die even before they are two years old. Already lost two nieces, one at 19 other at 37 due to inherited diseases.
Wife's co-worker 40 daugter with leukemia had her bone marrow transplant postponed for various undisclosed reasons. In the process lost both her kidneys.
I was put on a medication after my surgery almost two years ago, but learned my creatinine levels were going up. Was taken off the mediation, so my levels are going down again, but was concerned about losing a kidney.
What can anyone say about taking in self afflecting drugs, may make you feel good for a very short time, but even short term can be a disaster to your body. Nixon started that drug war 50 years ago, still a losing battle, can help some politicians, judges, and law enforcement is involved. Biggest bad joke is all these Drug Free signs at our schools.